My Communist Tabby

I consider starting a new post series on my blog about my experience with the communist Bulgaria, between 1979 and 1989. The idea is inspired by a book I’m currently reading, but more about the book once I finish it.

The story today is about my first cat. She was a tabby with lots of white, not as much as the cat above but you get the idea. The year is 1987 or 1988.

My brother got her from a friend without permission, let her home, and she hid behind some furniture for hours. She was probably 4-5 months old at the time. Our parents weren’t too happy about it but played cool and let us have her. We were super happy, must’ve played with her for hours every day. She loved playing, loved chasing walnuts, and was overall a very energetic animal who seeked attention. My hands had some constant 10-20 scratches at any time as she was always sharp and ready for battles.

Our plays didn’t sit well with the neighbor from the floor below. Now that I have kids of my own, I can imagine the noise we made with the cat and all these walnuts and tennis balls. The neighbor’s response to the issue, however, was that he would yell at us, threaten us, and he tried to enter our place several times. One time, he kicked the door while my brother was on the other side, and opened a large wound on his forehead. My parents called the police. A very large officer showed up and interviewed us, then left. I still remember some very uncomfortable questions for my age, like exact words of the insults the neighbor was screaming. Also, the size of that officer was stunning for us. Obesity in communist Bulgaria was uncommon because people didn’t have all that much food. We were all thin.

There were no follow-ups, we reduced the number of rolling toys, and the neighbor banged on the door less often after that. My brother’s would healed. Cat kept finding walnuts for months after, I guess she had a secret stash in difficult to reach places.

She disappeared about a year later, apparently she got sick or poisoned during our summer break. Looking back, I suspect her diet might not have been very healthy as we didn’t have cat food. She would eat things like bread, milk, yogurt, and occasional canned fish. Wouldn’t be surprised if she suffered the health consequences for eating bread and not enough taurine. We were unaware of any of that at the time, Internet didn’t exist, and there were no vets for pets anywhere to be found either. Cat food as a concept didn’t exist either. Stores would sell essentials only – bread, milk, flower, sugar, and so on, and they would run out, so you’d have to wait on a queue or go at specific days or hours.

Having another cat after I became an adult showed me how much food a healthy cat needs and how large they can get. So poor thing, didn’t last long with us but at least, she was loved and played a lot.

2025 in Books

Okay! The moment I’ve been waiting for, the 2025 awards for best books on Veselin.blog 😀 These are not written in 2025, only read this year, but who cares?

Best Thriller

  • Frieda McFadden’s The Housemaid – first exposure to Frieda McFadden was a shock to me. Being stuck with Lee Child-like characters for so long created space for this pleasant surprise. Looking forward to seeing the movie.

Best Apocalypse & Sci-Fi

Best Non-Fiction

Best Fantasy and Best Author

  • The Fifth Season by N. K. Jemisin and The Obelisk Gate by N. K. Jemisin. The thrid part is not translated yet but the first two were both best books I read in the months I finished them. Nora Jemisin was the best author I encountered this year with four five-star books out of four. It was a close call with Nicci French but they had some disappointing books.

Best Series

Best Sci-Fi and Best Book

Overall, I finished 91 books, according to Goodreads (a few more because not all books are on Goodreads). It was a good year for reading.

December in Books

December will be remembered for the book fair, not the books I read. I bought more than ten and finished seven real ones and one unreal, leaving my pile of unread books growing.

Best

  • Stillhouse Lake by Rachel Caine – 5/5. If there’s one book that stood out, it was this one. An intense serial-killer thriller and the first in a series. I would have bought the second immediately if it had been available in Bulgarian.
  • The Detective by Matthew Reilly – 5/5. This was not a sci-fi, who could’ve imagined. Matthew Reilly didn’t disappoint despite that.
  • Where the Evil Dwells by Clifford D. Simak – 5/5. The Roman world turned into a fantasy world after an evil invasion. Features a troll who lost his bridge and bloodthirsty unicorns.
  • The OC by D.P. Lyle – 4/5. Another intense serial-killer thriller. However, less intense than the other one.
  • The Last Days of Kira Mulan by Nicci French – 4/5. The Nicci French duo wrote an activist thriller, where the main character was not Detective Maud O’Conner. Still a good story, but a bit heavy.

Worst

  • The Hunger of the Gods by John Gwynne – 3.5/5. A nice fantasy world with some cool characters shuffling around on a map and engaging in pointless battles. The second part of the series didn’t add much to the story and could’ve been skipped.
  • Ninja by David Walters – 4/5 but objectively, worse than the previous one. A prequel to the Way of the Tiger series that fit well with the series as a feeling, but not as well as a story.
  • Murder on Mars-4 by Snejana Tasheva – a short story gamebook. It has 20-ish episodes, 1 or 2 actual choices that didn’t impact the outcome, and a hidden episode. I didn’t enjoy the AI use, the story, the size, and the price, and only completed it because it was very short. 1/5.

This concludes my year in books, as the two books I’m currently reading aren’t even halfway through.

Happy New Year! 🍾 🥂

Fitness Goals

Sharing your goals on a public blog adds extra pressure to actually complete them. Thankfully, most of my friends and family don’t know I blog, so the embarrassment is not too big. I set some goals last year, and now is the moment to look back and see how well I did.

  • ✅ I’ll try to climb Vihren (2 failed attempts in 2024) – success
  • ✅ I’ll try to keep an average of 10k/day for 2025 as well but increase the difficulty by doing more hiking and less city – success for the steps and mostly for the hiking as well
  • 🚩 I’ll try to add 1h/week of gym time, starting with body weight exercises like push-ups and plank. – failure

Honestly, the Vihren goal was too optimistic and we stopped doing hiking after it. I don’t know what happened with the gym idea. I did a grand total of under 1 hour of exercise. I don’t have an explanation, it was never part of my todo, had zero interest in spending time on it, and just dreaded the idea that I’m going to do that. But, reality is, that I need to find a way to do it.

So, for 2026, let’s try again:

  • 10K steps on average for the year – it is at risk because one of my knees doesn’t feel right
  • Get back to the mountain and post 3 bean soup blog posts. The mountain misses me
  • Make one pull-up

Wish me luck.